Around the room I saw the ones I left behind
Sitting around a fire, continuing our empty lies

I didn’t want to fight, I didn’t want to mourn
I just wanted to understand why I let them go

Months and months go by
Seasons, seasons cease
I found what I wanted was someone to advocate
Even just a little
For me

Valid, valid, valid
Keep telling yourself those words

I didn’t want to change, I didn’t want to leave
I just wanted to understand why I wanted to stay

Time and time goes by
All these things must change
I found that the only advocate
Even just a little
Was me

College Football Playoff Eliminator: Week 0/1


The first two weeks of the college football season are in the books as we look to our first College Football Playoff (CFP) Eliminator of the year. The Eliminator will break down the teams still in contention, talk about teams’ playoff chances, and go into detail about the hypothetical scenarios that are still in play for teams to make a run at the playoff. As we go deeper into the season, we will be narrowing it down and getting more in-depth on the remaining teams.

Although there are certain criteria the Eliminator upholds as the season goes on for a team to be “mathematically” in contention, I like to keep teams around even if they suffer a brutal loss. Why? It’s fun to talk about teams who can finish the season ranked, make a miraculous turnaround, or compete for a New Years’ Six (NY6) bowl game.

For those reasons, I’ll keep Power Five teams like Washington – who lost to FCS Montana 13-7 – and Group of Five teams like Louisiana – who was ranked in the AP poll and lost to Texas by 20 – in the conversation for now. Here are some guidelines I like to follow when it comes to eliminating teams:

  1. Three-loss Power Five teams: A two-loss Power Five team can absolutely make the CFP at the end of the season: see LSU, whose two losses in 2007 didn’t stop them from winning a BCS National Championship. A two-loss team would need a conference championship win and three losses would absolutely doom a team, even in the four-team system that exists.
  1. Two-loss Group of Five teams: Even though undefeated Group of Five teams have always been on the outside looking in (UCF in 2017 and 2018), I’d like to keep talking about the teams that are in the running for a New Years’ Six bid before eliminating them from the playoff completely. One loss is pretty much enough to eliminate them from the CFP, but we’ll talk about the teams at the top who can still finish the season ranked. This guideline could also be used for the FBS Independents, although BYU and Notre Dame both have difficult schedules that I want to keep an eye on for the coming weeks.
  1. Strength of schedule issues: Outside of a few teams going undefeated, pretty much every program in the country needs additional assistance getting into the playoff. Cincinnati absolutely has the strength of schedule, as they travel to Indiana and Notre Dame in back-to-back games. They have the benefit of a bye week in between, but the fact they were only one of four teams in the American to start 1-0 is troubling. The American has to prove itself to be better than at least two Power Five conference champions.

Now that we’ve established the guidelines, let’s look at where we stand conference by conference:


The American looked good at the top, but suffered some brutal out-of-conference losses. Dillon Gabriel (318 yards, 4 TD) impressed in UCF’s 36-31 comeback win against Boise State, but they’ll need to be better in the conference to prevent Cincinnati from putting points on the board.

Still in the hunt:

#7 Cincinnati (1-0)

The Bearcats opened up by beating rival Miami (OH). Their playoff hopes will be either on pace or off the rails by October 2nd when they travel to Notre Dame for what should be a top-10 matchup.

Memphis (1-0)

SMU (1-0)

UCF (1-0)

The current bubble:

East Carolina (0-1): lost to Appalachian State, 33-19

Houston (0-1): lost to Texas Tech, 38-21

Navy (0-1): lost to Marshall, 49-7

Temple (0-1): lost to Rutgers, 61-14

Tulane (0-1): lost to Oklahoma, 40-35

Tulsa (0-1): lost to UC Davis, 19-17

USF (0-1): lost to NC State, 45-0


The ACC looked helpless at the top of the conference in Week 1, as Alabama pummeled Miami so bad that I don’t even think winning out would be enough to get them in. UNC’s loss to Virginia Tech showed just how much QB Sam Howell needs more weapons around him – and how good VT can be this season in a mediocre Coastal Division.

Still in the hunt:

Boston College (1-0)

NC State (1-0)

Pitt (1-0)

Syracuse (1-0)

Virginia (1-0)

#19 Virginia Tech (1-0)

Wake Forest (1-0)

Early tumblers:

#6 Clemson (0-1): lost to Georgia, 10-3

In the most anticipated matchup of the weekend, Clemson fell to Georgia in a defensive battle. Clemson’s strength of schedule is less than stellar, so they’ll need to blow through an ACC that struggled in Week 1.

Duke (0-1): lost to Charlotte, 31-28

Florida State (0-1): lost to Notre Dame, 41-38 (OT)

Georgia Tech (0-1): lost to Northern Illinois, 22-21

Louisville (0-1): lost to Ole Miss, 43-24

#22 Miami (0-1): lost to Alabama, 44-13

#24 UNC (0-1): lost to Virginia Tech, 17-10


The Big XII had the luxury of nine out of their ten teams winning their season openers (sorry, West Virginia). However, those wins were not pretty. FCS Missouri Valley Football Conference Members Northern Iowa, South Dakota, and Missouri State almost took down Iowa State (6 points), Kansas (3 points), and Oklahoma State (7 points), respectively.

Still in the hunt:

#4 Oklahoma (1-0)

The Sooners battled off a resilient Tulane squad and QB Michael Pratt (296 yards, 3 TD). Their out-of-conference schedule consists of Western Carolina and Nebraska, but the defense will have to look better if they want to have any shot at playoff redemption.

Baylor (1-0)

Iowa State (1-0)

Kansas (1-0)

Kansas State (1-0)

Oklahoma State (1-0)

TCU (1-0)

#15 Texas (1-0)

Texas Tech (1-0)

Early tumblers:

West Virginia (0-1): lost to Maryland, 30-24


The Big Ten had little surprises. The WR room for Ohio State is predictably strong, Penn State had a huge win against Wisconsin, and Iowa asserted themselves as the West Division favorite after pummeling Indiana. Look for these late-season games to be highly ranked matchups.

Still in the hunt:

#3 Ohio State (1-0)

QB CJ Stroud got off to a slow start, but if he relies on Olave and Wilson at WR he will have an easier adjustment to the offense. The defense was spotty at times, but the Buckeyes should still be heavy favorites in a (for now) top-heavy East.

#10 Iowa (1-0)

Maryland (1-0)

Michigan (1-0)

Michigan State (1-0)

#11 Penn State (1-0)

Purdue (1-0)

Rutgers (1-0)

Early tumblers:

Illinois (1-1): lost to UTSA, 37-30

Indiana (0-1): lost to Iowa, 34-6

Minnesota (0-1): lost to Ohio State, 45-31

Nebraska (1-1): lost to Illinois, 30-22

Northwestern (0-1): lost to Michigan State, 38-21

#18 Wisconsin (0-1): lost to Penn State, 16-10


There are a few teams who can make a push in C-USA this season. Most notably would be Marshall, who was able to beat Navy 49-7 even with QB Grant Wells not playing his best game. Louisiana Tech was also impressive in a 35-34 loss to Mississippi State.

Still in the hunt:

Charlotte (1-0)

The 49ers took down Duke to open the season. Their other big out-of-conference game is Illinois on October 2nd, and there is no reason to believe they won’t be able to compete with the Illini if their running back committee room remains intact. Fellow conference member UTSA took down Illinois in Week 1.

FIU (1-0)

Marshall (1-0)

Middle Tennessee (1-0)

North Texas (1-0)

UAB (1-0)

UTEP (2-0)

UTSA (1-0)

Western Kentucky (1-0)

The current bubble:

Florida Atlantic (0-1): lost to Florida, 35-14

Louisiana Tech (0-1): lost to Mississippi State, 35-34

Old Dominion (0-1): lost to Wake Forest, 42-10

Rice (0-1): lost to Arkansas, 38-17

Southern Miss (0-1): lost to South Alabama, 31-7


The independent landscape is interesting this year as Notre Dame returned a lot of production and Liberty returned QB Malik Wills. BYU’s schedule is also respectable again after last year’s makeshift season; the Cougars play five Pac-12 opponents, Boise State, Baylor, and Virginia.

Still in the hunt:

#8 Notre Dame (1-0)

The Irish returned a lot of talent and will be looking towards a top-10 matchup with Cincinnati in October. What they do in that game will absolutely be a deciding factor regarding their independent CFP bid or someone else sneaking in ahead of them. Their schedule is strong enough that I believe they can afford a loss, but that would require additional help down the stretch.

Army (1-0)

BYU (1-0)

Liberty (1-0)

The current bubble:

UMass (0-1): lost to Pitt, 51-7


New Mexico State (0-2): eliminated with Week 1 loss to San Diego State, 28-10

UConn (0-2): eliminated with Week 1 loss to Holy Cross, 38-28


The MAC’s usual suspects of Buffalo, Northern Illinois, and Toledo all opened up with Week 1 wins. The conference needs a lot of help from the rest of the Group of Five if they want to get in the NY6 conversation.

Still in the hunt:

Northern Illinois (1-0)

A one-point win at Georgia Tech and the ball carrying of Harrison Waylee (27 carries for 144 yards, 1 TD) was just what the Huskies needed to start the year. Wyoming and Michigan are on slate for the next two games, which could be pivotal to the conference as a whole.

Ball State (1-0)

Buffalo (1-0)

Eastern Michigan (1-0)

Toledo (1-0)

The current bubble:

Akron (0-1): lost to Auburn, 60-10

Bowling Green (0-1): lost to Tennessee, 38-6

Central Michigan (0-1): lost to Missouri, 34-24

Miami (OH) (0-1): lost to Cincinnati, 49-14

Ohio (0-1): lost to Syracuse, 29-9

Kent State (0-1): lost to Texas A&M, 41-10

Western Michigan (0-1): lost to Michigan, 47-14


The Mountain West is my preseason seventh ranked conference, which is why the conference champion could easily be competing for a NY6 spot, especially if Cincinnati runs the table.

Still in the hunt:

Nevada (1-0)

The Wolf Pack took down Cal 22-17 to open the season. They also have Kansas State on the schedule, which is why they deserve a special look before heading into conference play.

Air Force (1-0)

New Mexico (1-0)

San Diego State (1-0)

Utah State (1-0)

Wyoming (1-0)

The current bubble:

Boise State (0-1): lost to UCF, 36-31

Colorado State (0-1): lost to South Dakota State, 42-23

Fresno State (1-1): lost to Oregon, 31-24

Hawai’i (1-1): lost to UCLA, 44-10

San Jose State (1-1): lost to USC, 30-7

UNLV (0-1): lost to Eastern Washington, 35-33 (OT)


Oregon remains the Pac-12’s best hope to bust through the longest playoff drought from a Power Five conference. UCLA started off the year strong as well, taking down LSU 38-27.

Still in the hunt:

#12 Oregon (1-0)

Oregon narrowly escaped Fresno State in Week 1 and has to travel to Ohio State on Saturday in what should be a must-win game. A Pac-12 bid rides almost entirely on an undefeated team, especially if Cincinnati runs the table.

#23 Arizona State (1-0)

Colorado (1-0)

#16 UCLA (2-0)

#14 USC (1-0)

#21 Utah (1-0)

Early tumblers:

Arizona (0-1): lost to BYU, 24-16

Cal (0-1): lost to Nevada, 22-17

Oregon State (0-1): lost to Purdue, 30-21

Stanford (0-1): lost to Kansas State, 24-7

Washington (0-1): lost to Montana, 13-7

Washington State (0-1): lost to Utah State, 26-23


Alabama is the nation’s No. 1 team, but Georgia picked up a huge win over Clemson in what should be their toughest test. There are a lot of scenarios for two SEC teams to get in the CFP, especially if there is a one-loss team in the West who gets to avoid a Georgia or a Florida in the conference championship.

Still in the hunt:

#1 Alabama (1-0)

The Crimson Tide offense didn’t skip a beat under Bryce Young (344 yards, 4 TD) and fans of big-time defenses should be rooting for Bama and Georgia to meet in the SEC Championship.

Arkansas (1-0)

#25 Auburn (1-0)

#13 Florida (1-0)

#2 Georgia (1-0)

Kentucky (1-0)

Mississippi State (1-0)

Missouri (1-0)

#20 Ole Miss (1-0)

South Carolina (1-0)

Tennessee (1-0)

#5 Texas A&M (1-0)

Early tumblers:

LSU (0-1): lost to UCLA, 38-27

Vanderbilt (0-1): lost to East Tennessee State, 23-3


Coastal is still king in as they will be pushing for a NY6 spot this season, but Appalachian State could be their biggest threat in Group A.

Still in the hunt:

#17 Coastal Carolina (1-0)

QB Grayson McCall’s sophomore campaign got off to a hot start as he went 16/19 for 262 yards and a TD. Kansas and Buffalo could be tricky nonconference games, but they are must-win.

Appalachian State (1-0)

Arkansas State (1-0)

Georgia Southern (1-0)

South Alabama (1-0)

Troy (1-0)

The current bubble:

Georgia State (0-1): lost to Army, 43-10

Louisiana (0-1): lost to Texas, 38-18

Louisiana-Monroe (0-1): lost to Kentucky, 45-10

Texas State (0-1): lost to Baylor, 29-20

Movie Review: World Trade Center (2006)

Director: Oliver Stone

The story behind World Trade Center centers around John McLoughlin (Nicholas Cage) and Will Jimeno (Michael Peña), two New York City police officers who get caught in the rubble of the September 11th terrorists attacks. The movie is scattered with Hollywood stars such as Maria Bello, Maggie Gyllenhaal, Stephen Dorff, and a cameo from Viola Davis.

Cage delivers a forgettable performance in one of the worst adaptations of a heroic event I have ever seen. The story itself is nothing short of outstanding, but the delivery is mundane. I found it truly difficult to get attached to the characters and their families, which made the movie’s absurd amount of sentimental moments hard to jerk tears.

My final opinion on this movie is that it was simply made too soon. A 2006 release date, five years removed from the 9/11 attacks, this movie lacked spirit and historical delivery. I found the film to be a major cash-grab that didn’t do justice to some of the heroic and marvelous moments that took place. I would’ve enjoyed a better connection to the background of the characters rather than just a thrust into the scenes of 9/11. The anticipation leading up to the events was already expected, so it would’ve been nice to actually learn about the characters and their backgrounds during that time.

Partika Points: 3.1 / 10

Where I Am

And I hope I see you
Up on the stage of eternity

I hope you are happy
I hope that you look across his face

And see nothing but joy
Upon his face

I hope you have no doubt
I hope you have no anxiety

And I hope you choose yes
Up where you came from

I hope you can breathe
I hope you are sensible, yet sensitive

And I hope you you look down
Upon the seats in the crowd

I hope I am not sitting there
I hope I’m not there at all

And I hope you look back
Up where I am

The Many Bystanders

When I look back at your face
I see a broken imagery
Of the emotions that were in your place

Wood scratched from vintage tables
Chipped pieces fall to floor
Always so worried about labels
Never about making it anymore

So I chose to be loved by many
And you decided to choose me
But above everything so plenty
You made the wrong choice times three

Torn carpet rips under feet
Shreds of fabric in a tangle
Words don’t come on an open sheet
But in my life, at an angle

There are things in my world
That are so airtight
There are things I keep curled
That are ready for flight

But many just watch, sitting
And I sit by while they stare
Isn’t it so fitting
Isn’t it so fair

I truly take the time
They abuse it at every turn
But at the drop of a dime
Sure, go get it, and burn

Because I’ve tried so hard
And let so much go
I’ve slept behind bars
And said I’ll go with the flow

But the truth is I’ve loved
And I’ve loved
And I’ve loved
And I’ve loved

Your heart, my heart, our heart
The bystander of any
But I love too hard
To be loved by many


a smile that could light up a thousand rooms
humor that can sting the sharpest soul
will you allow yourself to fall
double-down and let roll?

of roses red
and violets blue
these are the questions
to fall in love with you.

control your emotions
reel them into thread
push through dark needles
and put your thoughts to bed?

of roads red
and violets blue
not to be mistaken
what this can do to you.

when you don’t want the world to know
the shelter you need
allow your walks to get longer
allow that blood to bleed?

of roses red
and violence blue
these are the answers
I’ll forever need from you.

The Flow

As I began to open
There was a pain
So deep
That I started to crack
Hurtful hurt

It was only a wound
I reminded myself again
But this one was worse
No doctors, no nurses
No hospitals, no churches


Thinking back to the beginning
How it started, how’s it going
Where the time went
Before any infliction
I was here, now
But where had I been?

Not with you
As you weren’t there
Separate planes, different flights
At times
We weren’t even in the same sky

I bled more
‘Til my face was pale
But worser, red circles
Around my eyes
So blue, but only to drown

A clean shot had flushed through
Chest, neck, and shoulder
You don’t know broken
Until you’re torn
And torn pieces
Made to glass and shattered

But it was me…
I bought the gun
I supplied the bullets
I chose the path and walked it
Doing so in the dark
And, as consequence
Fired the shot

I didn’t jump or run
I stood there
And graced my own bullets
It was my crossfire
A Hell only I could create

I enjoyed the pain then
I welcomed it, fed it
I cooked it dinner
Gave it a home
Here, you can stay right here
Always with me

My love, my joy
Come towards me
Help me hurt
Take me down and beat me
Give me all I can’t handle

Don’t heal me.

No doctors, no nurses
No hospitals, no churches
Leave me with her, my pain
And let me bleed out


Brick by brick
And lesson plans
A calendar full
A river wide
And an open heart

Thoughts prevail
This time, they’re good
I am here, today
Brick by brick
And calls on hold

Overflowing emotional wave
Undercutting abusive gains
Ropes in knots
Stagnant stay

Brick by brick
Lights stop, lights go
Fountain protruding sky
That closed-off bridge
Now solid, covered floor

For you, I’m complete
Even with the score
I am gone, tomorrow
Brick by brick
And hearts secure

Shards of glass
Weeds upon bushes
Uncut the masses
Here I lay

Brick by brick
Buildings hold
Arches high
Flags gusting in wind
But I’m already folded

Cracks in faults
Ground shaking
Eyes awakening
Brick by brick
Dust to dust

Sidetracked, but on track
To create
Something beautiful
Something beautiful
Brick by brick


Problems today
Turn into solutions tomorrow
Seeds that are planted
Will grow or they won’t
Let them breathe ’til death
Let them suffocate while alive
Space is as given from
To be alive is to water those problems
To be alive is to plant those seeds
To be alive is to water one’s life
Suffocate now to breathe later